Emotions

Is it the time of year that suddenly there is a wave of saddenest?  The moment you realize that there goes one year and 2016 is coming soon.
There is no way you can turn back the clock and there you have it....all your mistakes and achievements flashes across your eyes......
Taking mistakes and turning it into an achievement is not easy,  it's admitting to yourselves you did wrong,  or you choose the wrong path is never easy.  Even at the age of 30 plus I find myself constantly picking up after the pieces of my own mistakes.
Life is short,  I tell myself... go crazy...  Do what you need to do..get it out of your system.....have fun.... Let loose.... So here I am in Ipoh,  doing the craziness thing....  Letting lose and doing what I normally wouldn't do.......
Ash will end the year with the saying....she is taking more risk then before and she is getting out from her shell... It might not be easy with so many bumps along the way....she'll get there....