Always Safe
For those who knows me well, they would know that I am a very safe person. Not like literally safe safe but I've always play by the book.
Everytime I want to do something, a million and one things goes through my head. I don't drink, I don't smoke and I don't do drugs. Just the thought of getting caught itselfs will just kill me. Same goes with guys, I don't pick up guys in bars or club in fact I will be the one that will go to my friends to get rescued. I took a safe degree, I even went to a safe University. So I guess I can understand why my friends was kinda worried about me lately.
Sometimes, playing safe is nice, you are at your own comfort place. You do the norm. A typical day will be wake up, get ready , go to work then its back home and its just a repeat cycle everyday. Weekends are spent with family and maybe friends but even that, there is a lot of juggling to be done.
Not sure if this is my version of a mid-life crisis or just me being bored but the past few weeks has kinda change me in a good way. I'm no longer in my comfort zone. I guess I am taking more risk then ever now. Its like I don't really want to look back in my life and having regrets. So yes, I have been travelling alot and been visiting places that I never thought I would but what goes beyond that?
Everyone was kinda surprise about last weekend and I guess I have to admit I was to... It might not sound like such a super crazy thing to do but its not the normal thing that I would be doing. I don't do random things. I don't go out with random people. Trust me I will find a million and one excuses not to go out . I guess thats why my friends did not agree to it. But at the age of 30 plus, you just have to do what you want to do and whatever comes out of it, you just have to live with it. Same goes with the Bali trip in March and the Kizomba class last night... A girl just have to do what a girl need to do just to get it out of her system
Everytime I want to do something, a million and one things goes through my head. I don't drink, I don't smoke and I don't do drugs. Just the thought of getting caught itselfs will just kill me. Same goes with guys, I don't pick up guys in bars or club in fact I will be the one that will go to my friends to get rescued. I took a safe degree, I even went to a safe University. So I guess I can understand why my friends was kinda worried about me lately.
Sometimes, playing safe is nice, you are at your own comfort place. You do the norm. A typical day will be wake up, get ready , go to work then its back home and its just a repeat cycle everyday. Weekends are spent with family and maybe friends but even that, there is a lot of juggling to be done.
Not sure if this is my version of a mid-life crisis or just me being bored but the past few weeks has kinda change me in a good way. I'm no longer in my comfort zone. I guess I am taking more risk then ever now. Its like I don't really want to look back in my life and having regrets. So yes, I have been travelling alot and been visiting places that I never thought I would but what goes beyond that?
Everyone was kinda surprise about last weekend and I guess I have to admit I was to... It might not sound like such a super crazy thing to do but its not the normal thing that I would be doing. I don't do random things. I don't go out with random people. Trust me I will find a million and one excuses not to go out . I guess thats why my friends did not agree to it. But at the age of 30 plus, you just have to do what you want to do and whatever comes out of it, you just have to live with it. Same goes with the Bali trip in March and the Kizomba class last night... A girl just have to do what a girl need to do just to get it out of her system
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