Moving on and Getting over
Listening to John Mayers and writing this blog seems to be appropriate.
I think the hardest part that anyone can go through when they like someone is moving on and getting over that person. Some people does the most extreme thing so that they can forget about that one person (this reminds me of myself a year ago) well i guess that would be the easiest way but at the end of the day you still miss that person, you still wanna call that person to tell him what you did, so here is my "MOVING ON and GETTING over that person" strategy .......
I'm slowly moving away, I'm slowly distancing myself, I'm slowly asking myself what I really want... Sometimes I think deep down I still want that random messages that ask if I am at home, someone who calls me beautiful or babe , someone who makes me laugh instead of cry, someone who makes me forget my days, Someone who is sarcastic but caring, someone who will makes funnie jokes and go all random on me. But is there such a guy out there? Because those I have met tend to disappoint me at the end of the day.... But Seriously, does that matter? Isnt it better to have a reliable person? asking me about my day or asking me what meals i had that night can be BORING. I want adventure, I want different, I want exciting!
I know for the past 9 months I keep telling everyone I'm moving on, but seriously its not that easy, but I think this past few days is an eye opener. I can't change how ones feel and I think if you like someone you would go the extra mile and you would do anything to share and talk to that one person so here I am saying GOODBYE... Not GOODBYE to our FRIENDSHIP but A GOODBYE of putting you first in my list. Its gonna be hard not being able to pick up the phone and messaging you, its not gonna be easy to not be able to share whats happening but I wont be your typical girl. I refuse to be that girl.
I think the hardest part that anyone can go through when they like someone is moving on and getting over that person. Some people does the most extreme thing so that they can forget about that one person (this reminds me of myself a year ago) well i guess that would be the easiest way but at the end of the day you still miss that person, you still wanna call that person to tell him what you did, so here is my "MOVING ON and GETTING over that person" strategy .......
I'm slowly moving away, I'm slowly distancing myself, I'm slowly asking myself what I really want... Sometimes I think deep down I still want that random messages that ask if I am at home, someone who calls me beautiful or babe , someone who makes me laugh instead of cry, someone who makes me forget my days, Someone who is sarcastic but caring, someone who will makes funnie jokes and go all random on me. But is there such a guy out there? Because those I have met tend to disappoint me at the end of the day.... But Seriously, does that matter? Isnt it better to have a reliable person? asking me about my day or asking me what meals i had that night can be BORING. I want adventure, I want different, I want exciting!
I know for the past 9 months I keep telling everyone I'm moving on, but seriously its not that easy, but I think this past few days is an eye opener. I can't change how ones feel and I think if you like someone you would go the extra mile and you would do anything to share and talk to that one person so here I am saying GOODBYE... Not GOODBYE to our FRIENDSHIP but A GOODBYE of putting you first in my list. Its gonna be hard not being able to pick up the phone and messaging you, its not gonna be easy to not be able to share whats happening but I wont be your typical girl. I refuse to be that girl.
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