OMG! So many things happened since I've last updated Little Miss Ash! it has been almost like a months plus and I don't know where to begin. Its so going to be a long post 😄
A month of Fasting have passed and we are now in Syawal. I don't know what really happened during Ramadhan but it seems that most of my prayers has been answered. Normally after my prayers my "dua" will also include me asking Allah to show me the path in my relationship and to seek guidance from him. Alhamdullilah, it was a month of eye opening. After months of unrest and super emotional, I had closed my heart to the one person that I very much depended on. I don't know if its me being tired or its just Allah way of saying enough of this Ash, just close this chapter and moved on. Funny enough I didn't cry or became super depress (which i normally do, I prayed more and I asked God for guidance. Something or someone sometimes enter our live for a reason and as much as you want something so bad, if its just not meant to be then its not meant to be. It has been a wonderful a year plus, what started out as a distraction, became something of a maybe then ended up being Thank You but I think I rather be ME.
The month of Ramandhan was also the time when I met an old friend of mine. We haven't seen each other like since 10 years ago and I don't know why and how, this year we somehow manage to clear our schedule and catch up over a cup of Latte.
Anas, was someone whom I knew way back while waiting for my SPM result. During those times when you have to go to the CyberCafe and log on to MIRC and chat. I dont know how but i was part of this group called Warisan and Anas was the founder. I wont bore you with the conversations that we had but one thing that strike me as funny is how he said all these years, he thought I was a lesbian! hahhahaahha and let me tell you, guys have the biggest EGO because what lead him to think so was because I turned him down twice! LIKE SERIOUSLY!! so the only reason why a person could reject one good looking guys is because she is is a LESBIAN?!!!! What a funny world! Anyway, it was a good catch up session because I finally realize the type of guys that I am into :) :)
A month of Fasting have passed and we are now in Syawal. I don't know what really happened during Ramadhan but it seems that most of my prayers has been answered. Normally after my prayers my "dua" will also include me asking Allah to show me the path in my relationship and to seek guidance from him. Alhamdullilah, it was a month of eye opening. After months of unrest and super emotional, I had closed my heart to the one person that I very much depended on. I don't know if its me being tired or its just Allah way of saying enough of this Ash, just close this chapter and moved on. Funny enough I didn't cry or became super depress (which i normally do, I prayed more and I asked God for guidance. Something or someone sometimes enter our live for a reason and as much as you want something so bad, if its just not meant to be then its not meant to be. It has been a wonderful a year plus, what started out as a distraction, became something of a maybe then ended up being Thank You but I think I rather be ME.
The month of Ramandhan was also the time when I met an old friend of mine. We haven't seen each other like since 10 years ago and I don't know why and how, this year we somehow manage to clear our schedule and catch up over a cup of Latte.
Anas, was someone whom I knew way back while waiting for my SPM result. During those times when you have to go to the CyberCafe and log on to MIRC and chat. I dont know how but i was part of this group called Warisan and Anas was the founder. I wont bore you with the conversations that we had but one thing that strike me as funny is how he said all these years, he thought I was a lesbian! hahhahaahha and let me tell you, guys have the biggest EGO because what lead him to think so was because I turned him down twice! LIKE SERIOUSLY!! so the only reason why a person could reject one good looking guys is because she is is a LESBIAN?!!!! What a funny world! Anyway, it was a good catch up session because I finally realize the type of guys that I am into :) :)
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