Missing You....

And i ask myself, who is counting.... But truth be told I am! So the last time I saw you was a month ago and its amazing how i'm keeping track! I freaking miss you.. but i know if i tell anyone, they all would literally kill me because they don't really see why and how that is possible and I'm pretty tired of explaining why... 


So here is the deal i'm making with myself... let it go... let go of things you cannot control.... just let it be... Believe in God and what is in store for you... 

But damn I MISS YOU!